My Love

well i know i haven't been posting but ok this is a blog for my love Cristina <3
and so here is another poem for her <3

You...

The night stars shine

and the moon smiles down at me

i lay in the grass

smilling back

wrighting with my finger 

messages in the stars

a tear wells up and fights to come free

but then i remember

the words you said to me

i blink away the tear

smiling even bigger 

i try to get closer to the sky

climbing higher and higher

i blow at the sky

the stars sworl around

and flys over to you 

the branch snaps and 

i fall

i land on something

soft as a cloud 

a light blinds me

as i grab the star 

you alway promise d me 

i realized that

it shined from inside me

~TJ 01/02/12

To My Girlfriend

you set me free


im the kind that hides in the shadows,
watching everyone
play and frolic
when someone came over to me,
i would smile and comeout of the shadows
the light would hit me thay would
see the reality me

and leave me be...

so when you finlly saw me 

i was beaten and brocken

i had scars i wasnt proud of

tearz that wouldnt wipe away

but i had put on a smile 

cuz' a person like you deserved

the vary best from anyone 

when you said hello i was sceard

i sed hi and stayd quiet

you kepted talking

i kepted smiling 

i stared to open up 

it didnt take long...

i showed you who i really was

 for a sec

than i shut up 

and started 

to crowl back in 

my hole

then you grabed my hand

i paniced 

i never had shuch a 

feeling

u slowly pulled me out of the shadow 

and smiled

at that moment 

my life changed....

you had wiped away 

my unwipedable tearz 

and you hid my scearz the pertect me 

from my fearz

you had the whole world to 

choose from

yet you choosed me.....

~TJ 01/05/12